nichole r.

telemundo

2007-01-30T09:04:55Z

is it easier to find a fault in everybody worth a dime, or just let them live life without your input. and what does it mean to be worth a dime. i say read the book out loud, even if they dont like the content.

time past.

2007-01-29T08:28:24Z

wow i have not been on this thing in a long time.
this brings back a lot of memories from being young.crazy.
young and crazy.time has definitely passed, and now im back in california after what seems like a lifetime in chicago.growing up is fun.

on occasion i miss chicagos 7-eleven's.

coward

2005-12-26T10:28:25Z

When the earth was still flat,
And the clouds made of fire,
And mountains stretched up to the sky,
Sometimes higher,
Folks roamed the earth
Like big rolling kegs.
They had two sets of arms.
They had two sets of legs.
They had two faces peering
Out of one giant head
So they could watch all around them
As they talked; while they read.
And they never knew nothing of love.
It was before the origin of love.
And there were three sexes then,
One that looked like two men
Glued up back to back,
Called the children of the sun.
And similar in shape and girth
Were the children of the earth.
They looked like two girls
Rolled up in one.
And the children of the moon
Were like a fork shoved on a spoon.
They were part sun, part earth
Part daughter, part son.
The origin of love
Now the gods grew quite scared
Of our strength and defiance
And Thor said,
"I'm gonna kill them all
With my hammer,
Like I killed the giants."
And Zeus said, "No,
You better let me
Use my lightening, like scissors,
Like I cut the legs off the whales
And dinosaurs into lizards."
Then he grabbed up some bolts
And he let out a laugh,
Said, "I'll split them right down the middle.
Gonna cut them right up in half."
And then storm clouds gathered above
Into great balls of fire
And then fire shot down
From the sky in bolts
Like shining blades
Of a knife.
And it ripped
Right through the flesh
Of the children of the sun
And the moon
And the earth.
And some Indian god
Sewed the wound up into a hole,
Pulled it round to our belly
To remind us of the price we pay.
And Osiris and the gods of the Nile
Gathered up a big storm
To blow a hurricane,
To scatter us away,
In a flood of wind and rain,
And a sea of tidal waves,
To wash us all away,
And if we don't behave
They'll cut us down again
And we'll be hopping round on one foot
And looking through one eye.

Last time I saw you
We had just split in two.
You were looking at me.
I was looking at you.
You had a way so familiar,
But I could not recognize,
Cause you had blood on your face;
I had blood in my eyes.
But I could swear by your expression
That the pain down in your soul
Was the same as the one down in mine.
That's the pain,
Cuts a straight line
Down through the heart;
We called it love.
So we wrapped our arms around each other,
Trying to shove ourselves back together.
We were making love,
Making love.
It was a cold dark evening,
Such a long time ago,
When by the mighty hand of Jove,
It was the sad story
How we became
Lonely two-legged creatures,
It's the story of
The origin of love.
That's the origin of love.

oh, hello.

2005-12-13T01:34:50Z

last time i checked it was illegal to recycle tattoos.
i believe we put a C on that shit the second WE got it tattoo'd.
you cant Part 2 a fucking tattoo.
funny how you still manage to hurt me when we have no contact.

im a faggot

2005-10-25T22:46:11Z

so me and megan vacationed in so cal last week.it was amazing.very relaxing.the point is that we went to this bar called here bar, and katherine moening (shane from the l word)was there.as hot as she wanted to be.had two hours to talk to her and have babies, and i did nothing.i was so nervous i couldnt drink and grow balls.im lame.and retarded.and a horrible lesbian.

ch..ch..ch..ch..changin..

2005-10-04T00:27:52Z

so this is officially my last year in chicago.im moving back to so cal next fall.
its all very exciting, im transfering my credits and continuing at another design school in LA.
its still really weird to think i might have to own a vehicle.i know its more scary than weird.

things.

2005-09-06T23:31:53Z

im never dating another girl in my entire life.unless her name is omayrah mota then i will have babies and all that jazz, but until then me and the "ladies" are through.(i use quotes because there more sluts then they are actual ladies)

standingstill @ 2005-08-18T16:32:00

2005-08-18T21:35:23Z

Bottles breaking on my face are
only your reminder of your love
I lost a lifetime ago
was I dreaming when I knew you? I don't know.
So once again I swim In Reverie
without your love
so long ago I cant remember now
where we began.
Smell of burning photographs slides
slowly to my nostrils I try to
remember the soft silence of
summer sweating in the evening
So once again I swim In Reverie
without your love
so long ago I cant remember now
where we began.

me

2005-08-09T01:57:32Z

its my birthday in three hours.yes!!!

this aint a battle this is war.

2005-08-02T23:05:21Z

things are funny.i laugh a lot at these things.i make things doubly funny.

heat

2005-07-25T22:02:21Z

lollapolooza was amazing.the pixies were fantastic, digable planets were fantastic, tegan and sara were disappointing considering sara got "heat stroke" and they played for 15 minutes.we as lesbians cried.the arcade fire was rediculously impressive and the type of band you could watch for hours, dressed in suits in 101 degree weather they were great. i sweat off at least seven pounds for them. im sorry if you did not attend this event.but that means you still have money somewhere.
p.s. we spent 200 dollars on beer..in one day.

standingstill @ 2005-07-22T15:30:00

2005-07-22T20:31:25Z

and..im a bad person.sometimes.

pa

2005-06-01T03:02:53Z

so im in pittsburgh and i come home in the morning.
ive been here five days.
rachel is what i thought she would be.
i would rather not leave in the morning, unless i could take her back with me.
ive found what ive been looking for for the past couple years.
and she rules.forgive my youthful outlook on her.
she has the greatest set of eyes i think ive ever seen.
she will be mine.
and i will be hers.

standingstill @ 2005-03-09T17:23:00

2005-03-09T23:23:48Z

fuck you.

standingstill @ 2005-03-08T20:15:00

2005-03-09T02:16:11Z

hate me
love me
whatever

standingstill @ 2005-03-03T15:10:00

2005-03-03T21:11:40Z

this is the thing.
im an idiot.
i apologize if i hurt anyones feelings on tuesday.
i was overwhelmingly intoxicated.
it was not pretty.

standingstill @ 2005-02-25T17:13:00

2005-02-25T23:21:02Z

so im single again.
its kinda weird/depressing.
but all in all its the right thing to be.
it always feels like this though, cause with me itll be awhile before i want to do a relationship again.
new york for the first time was amazing.shitty at first but fun once i knew where the fuck i was.
cause lost is what we were the first night.the whole night.
my idea was to just walk as far as we wanted to.to times square.
but i was drunk.as usual.and apparently we were all straight.i dont get it.
wait ya i do.three straight bars in a row.bad night.
the rest of the trip was awesome though.i slept the whole way home.
p.s. are there gay people in new york, cause we couldnt find them.
oh and ive been really bad with school but im cathing up fast.kinda fast.

standingstill @ 2005-02-21T18:31:00

2005-02-22T00:31:32Z

p.s. mind your own business.

standingstill @ 2005-01-13T16:04:00

2005-01-13T22:08:14Z

im so boring right now it hurts.
i hate the stupid, ghetto, ignorant motherfuckers who dont say PLEASE,EXCUSE ME, THANK YOU, OR SORRY, and think that scientists are boring nerds.
they all go to my school.
and i have to deal with their godawful didnt get taught anything about respect selves almost everyday.
but i love school.
i wish they did too.

standingstill @ 2005-01-10T17:07:00

2005-01-10T23:08:28Z

im back in school.
my draping class is awesome.
this quarter is going to be excellent.

standingstill @ 2004-12-27T22:38:00

2004-12-28T06:44:25Z

it has hit me..
the depression side of it all.
the day before i left to come home.
you cannot run away from your problems.
they live in your heart.
it hurts.
i didnt think i was capable of anything hurting anymore.
but i am and it does.
i can only blame myself.
and my nemeses.

this is funny because this is me.

2004-12-14T22:48:19Z

god damnit god, im a vegetarian you asshole!!

this just in.

2004-12-13T19:53:12Z

after thursday, i have three weeks off to do nothing.except work.
ill be gone for one of the weeks, so two weeks to do nothing in chicago.
this means that my "going out" will not change, i just wont have to feel bad about going to school hungover.yay!!!

standingstill @ 2004-12-07T13:18:00

2004-12-07T21:19:09Z

finals are for losers.

uhh..

2004-12-06T20:23:50Z

You scored as Cocaine. Be careful, this drug is very addicting, and you can build a tolerance quickly.

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Cocaine

94%

Mushrooms

38%

Ecstacy

38%

Inhalents

31%

Alcohol

31%

None!

31%

Marijuana

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